Mimpi yang tak sudah

I always dream (as in bercita-cita) of taking my parents to visit the land downunder. I want them go see the place that I lived in 4 years of my life away from them. Of course lebih mulia kalau aku bawak diorang gi ke Tanah Suci, kan? But that's not the point. My parents are more than mampu to go to Tanah Suci on their own. More mampu than me, due to their way of life.. banyak menyimpan, kurang boros and 'kedekut'. Kedekut is good, okay. Not all the time it's good, but in the context of my life, I should actually be a kedekut sikit. Ni terlalu permurahlah jadik gini. And aku melalut dah dari topik. Ish.

Back to the topic.. I know that my parents won't really spend their money travelling anywhere but to Tanah Suci. The only time that I managed to pursuade them to do so was for one of their umrahs where I told them to take ziarah to other country as well. Other country pun tanah milik Allah gak. Ada sejarah gak. So why not. And so they went but I forgot dah which country was that. Errr ke takde gak? Entah. Lupa.

I have taken them somewhere else though. The furthest that I could afford to take them to was Egypt. Then yang lain tu cuma ke Indonesia. But still tak dapat lagi nak bawak diorang ke Australia.

But somehow, I have dreamt a few times.. these are dreams in sleep kind of dreams ye.. that I have taken them to Melbourne. And probably every time I had the dream, the same thing happened in the dream - that I didn't manage to take them to the Queen Victoria Market. Ok, it's THAT specific. I managed to take them to Melbourne but I would miss visiting the market for some reasons. The market, for those who don't know, it's like a big place that sells souvenirs. Ada gak portion yang jual barang macam kat pasar tu. But it's known to visitors as a place to get souvenirs. Although most of the stuff are made in China, tapi still orang beli gak. And I always like that place. I can spend hours roaming the alleys looking at stuff. And it's definitely one of the places that I would like my parents to see besides my school and the houses that I used to live in.

And so I wonder kenapa I always mimpi macam tu. Pelik. And I always felt tak sedap je dalam mimpi tu bila tak dapat bawak diorang gi market tu. I know mimpi tu mainan tido. And I have never got my dream interpreted. And I don't think I would ever do that. Cuma I wonder if there are others who experienced the same. Takat mimpi nak exam tu, aku tak larat nak ceritalah kan. Bosan kalau mimpi gitu. Penat mimpi. Study tak abih lah, exam kantoilah, tak sempat nak gi amik examlah. Oh I just hate those dreams.

Okay dah. Tu je nak update. Terkenang tetiba. Till then.

Angah